InsyaAllah, Im starting over my writing dengan mengingati Allah terlebih dahulu.
Today Im just wondering what can I do, since for the whole day, I keep on reminding my late father and it cause my tears cannot stop from going down. Im keep on searching the picture/album of my late father in the hardisk. Each of pic just make me feel so sorrow and sad. Im trying to stop, by calling my mom, but there is no pick up on da phone. Im on my menstruation period and I cant do my solat sunat. In the heart and my mind always keep on praying to Allah. Suddenly, the word "Blog" have come accross my mind.
'Apala jadi sudah sama blog ku tu ya'. Ingat punya ingat, search punya search, akhirnya ketemu juga blog sendiri yg sudah lama ditinggal. Just mau cek apa jak la aku post dekat blog ku ni. Tgk2, sedihnya. Apa jak la yg ditulis. Semuanya copy paste. Kalau bukan lagu, benda2 yg bleh menaikkan semangat. Kalilah.. hee..
So today Im decided to fill in my blog with the matter that come accross my life. My life story. Without I notice, I feel a little bit calm after a few of writing up something that, maybe can be called 'meluah'?.. Alhamdulillah. Semua ni datang dari Allah. Syukur kepada Allah. Mesti Allah yang bantu saya by giving hint through my heart and my mind. 'Maybe you can write. Just doing this like a diary. No one need to read about what you want to write. Its better this way'.Thats what Im thingking right now.
InsyaAllah from today onwards, by mixing my broken english and also not a perfect malay, I will keep on memeriahkan blog ini with my life story. hee.. Story about my frenz, my family, usrah, student life and soon will have many more to share, InsyaAllah. Deep in my heart, hope that there is something I could write that give benefit to others. Hope so. This is just the starting. =). Im looking forward my own blog. ngee =)
*There you are. Tears stop da dari mengalir. Now I can stop jap from here =)
End up for today. =)
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